May 2013
2 posts
my life
I’m ready to move on. I really, truly am ready. Except…. I won’t be able to handle it once you’ve completely moved on… unless I have someone else in my life that I can love.
That’s confusing. The past 2.5 years of my life have been confusing and I’m ready to be excited about love again.
In other news,
colorblind-opinions:
I’m going to die this Thursday when The Office ends.
I’ve watched this show for so long and I’ve learned some of life’s biggest lessons from it. Don’t even get me started on Jim and Pam’s relationship.
All I know is that everyone deserves a Jim Halpert.
^^ THIS
And, the fact that even Michael Scott can find the perfect compliment in a partner means that I will be...
April 2013
1 post
I hate everything about my life.
March 2013
3 posts
Out of the fire and into the fire again
You make me want to forget and start all over
Here I come straight out of my mind or worse
Another chance to get burned and start all over
I’m gonna start all over
Fantastic and romantic, all a big surprise
You’ve got the warning hesitation pushed aside
It’s sooner than I want but you caught my heart
I guess I’m ready now to...
If you claim me, I would gladly claim you.
Is this real life? Is this about to happen?
Why do I have a gut feeling that things are about to change a little bit…?
I’m not going to resist the change if it is, in fact, impending.
February 2013
7 posts
mon dieu
This new bag I want is $1400, I know that’s kind of irrational, but I really really really really want it
Help us Grant a Wish!! →
mysacredthings:
My chapter of Chi Omega is less than $1000 away from granting a wish to a child in the Charlotte area who is suffering through a life-threatening medical condition.
Every wish costs $6000 and our small chapter of 40 girls has worked hard for years and years to get this close!
Any little bit helps - please help us change the life of a sweet child!!
my valentine's
-Babysitting for the cutest little girl ever
-In extreme amounts of pain due to throat swelling… unable to eat but I’m not complaining about that part…
-Plenty of Valentines {kids at the gym…} But I only have about half of a boyfriend. I’ve had half a boyfriend for a year now and I probably won’t get to see or do anything with him until 2015 due to our busy...
“I used to be such a burning example,
I used to be so original.
I used to care,...”
so, um
I’m pretty sure my life is at the lowest point since May of 2011.
If I can get through this semester then I can get through almost anything.
I hate what I am dealing with right now and it sucks that I am not strong enough to move on.
is this real life?
Am I really, seriously considering getting plastic surgery right now? Did I really just pick my desired surgeon based on the design of his website {which was quite impressive}?
Why am I so excited about this right now? My life…
January 2013
7 posts
dreams
I never believed people when they said that certain food or drink could cause more prolific or detailed dreams/nightmares. I believe them now. Alcohol intake {at almost any level} makes my dreams SO realistic and narrative-like.
Last night, I had 2 dreams. The first was about my secret crush {since Freshman year, omg} and how he left his current girlfriend for me. Sounds boring to the common folk...
“High and dry, and out of the rain, it’s so easy to hurt others when you...”
– Hall and Oates
article about racist words americans use
Hip Hip Hooray
How it’s Used:
“We won the little league game! Hip hip hooray!”
What You’re Actually Saying:
“We won the little league game! Let’s go kill some Jews!”
What a drastic difference.
dream a little dream
I had a dream that he and I were at a bar and we got in a fight, so we split off. I went to a group of my sisters and he went to another girl and flirted with her, touched her hands and hair, etc. I jealously watched him from afar while my girlfriends were having drinks and I didn’t drink at all. Then, I got up and approached the girl and proceeded to throw insults at her until she...
thesecretmichan:
#cries because I have inappropriate crushes on older married men
new year's resolutions ; 2013
Ok, so I have a new tradition of posing a vague and ambiguous FB status of a resolution and then I elaborate in great detail on tumblr. Last year was “Be a better me.” This year, “Work hard. Have fun. No drama.”
However……I’m a goal setter. Therefore, I must set some resolutions for the next 364 days.
Have more fun. I know that seems stupid but I mean...
settledown-easy:
I just want to tell you to fuck off so badly.
December 2012
6 posts
“Treat me like a queen and I’ll treat you like a king… treat me like...”
did i reach my goals?
As 2012 quickly draws to an anticlimactic close, I went back and found my New Year’s Resolutions. Since I only have a week left to accomplish them and that week will be full of time spent at the gym, I decided to just go ahead and see how I fared this year.
Be a better friend/daughter/sister/girlfriend/co-worker because this past year I’ve done a pretty shitty job with some of those...
fuckyeahloldemort:
My favourite past time is stalking the profiles of people I hate and making myself angry
second hand embarassment
When people proudly post pictures of things they bought for themselves and they are incredibly ugly and out of style.
Like………No.
d'omg
He’s coming to see me for a night before he goes to TN!!!!!!!!!!
Thought I wasn’t going to see him until January.
obsessed with undercover boss
This CEO gave the well-performing employees that she worked with gifts such as a new truck, $20,000 for a new home, scholarship funds for kids, etc… but she gave the under-performing franchise owner a gift card to get the company logo branded on his truck. Vindictive. Love it.
November 2012
8 posts
I am so in love it hurts. Oh, and it also hurts that you’re basically hiding me and our relationship from everyone, so basically I’m in a lot of pain.
“If I’m smart then I’ll run away… but I’m not, so I guess...”
– Beautiful Stranger - Madonna
So In summary:
minorfour:
Obama was re-elected as President.
Same-sex marriage was legalized in Maine, Washington, Maryland, and Minnesota.
Recreational marijuana is now legal in Colorado and Medical marijuana is legal in Massachusetts.
Wisconsin elected the first ever openly gay senator.
First Asian-American in the H.O.R
So Colorado just legalized marijuana.
baneblakebondurant:
The amendment also states that the first chunk of taxes profited from it goes to public education.
So essentially the most liberal bill of all time just passed.
thesexiestmanonearth:
Fuck the Presidential election,
MARIJUANA WAS JUST LEGALIZED IN COLORADO
guilty
I am so not into politics. Mostly because I still don’t understand the inner workings of our political system and partially because I think in college, it becomes almost a popularity contest of who is voting for who. Hopefully by 2016 I will be well informed and have more of a firm stance in my political beliefs. Either way, at the end of today, I’ll be an American, which is truly all...
“I haven’t been a very good friend to you and I’m sorry, ok. The...”
– Just Friends
all night every night
Me: I'm so tired I could collaspe into bed and sleep for a year..
Me: gets in bed
Me: how was earth created
Me: who made microwaves
Me: how does the internet even work
Me: I'm hungry
Me: feels bad about something I did 4 years ago
Me: remembers 73 unfinished tasks
Me: too wired to sleep.
October 2012
5 posts
new dilemma
Finding that fine line between losing weight/eating healthy foods and gorging hundreds of calories directly from fruity alcoholic drinks.
birthday birthday birthday
I hate that I'll always love you.
Any day where I feel frustrated about dealing with the social politics of going to my college or dealing with the stress of being so socially secluded due to my busy schedule, I just remember that every day when I go to work, I have at least 30+ different babies to preteens that know my name and vie for my attention. That’s a lot better and more fulfilling than trying to fit into cliquey...
Ugh I swear it’s impossible for me to be on a diet. I just pigged out hardcore…. Hopefully this workout tomorrow morning will put me on the right foot….
September 2012
4 posts
Birthday Countdown
saturday
Beer, Reality TV, Whole Foods snacks, potentially chinese and/or pizza, and potential Andrew time = heaven on earth
friend: what are you gonna be for halloween?
me: drunk
ibetmittromney:
I bet Mitt Romney says “cha cha cha” while singing Happy Birthday.
I fuckin’ hate people that do this.
August 2012
4 posts
settledown-easy:
Feeling sick but I think its emotional.
AMEN. Can’t deal with life right now.
I miss having hour long conversations with you.
It’s funny how you said “all this talking and no fighting or getting mad at each other” like it’s something that I enjoy doing. I like being your best friend, not your worst enemy.
Overall, today was a good day. Looking forward to what tonight and tomorrow bring.
Drove around with the ex today, except he was in the passenger seat for once.
It’s so weird to me how we can be at each other’s throats in person but once we get on the phone or something, all is well. I think we just have so much energy in person that we get all riled up and shit.
I’m starting to realize that I really need to move on but I’m not ready yet because...
I just want to sit at home all day, do nothing and wallow in my self-pity.
…And not think about you for once. I am so OVER college. I love specific aspects of it but overall, I wish I could quit. I would transfer from where I am now, but I don’t like the other options out there.
I feel suffocated.
July 2012
13 posts
beyoncebeytwice:
when attractive people compliment me on things i get suspicious because remember when regina george complimented that one girl on her skirt
my neighbors
must hate having to hear all of these long conversations that he and I have…. I feel bad. One day, it’s us laughing and being normal and the next day it’s yelling and me getting upset.
I just want to be NORMAL with you!
